Update on Nic

wow..what to say...there is so much for me to talk about on this trip...but that would take three or four days...while i was up there on the top of that mountain so many things where gonig through my head...can you make it, can you really defeat all of those problems in there heart...only to turn out you can do it four or five times...i still remember giving john my bracelet that said "anger" and telling him to through it off the mountain...that to so much out of me to know that i have defeated all my issues with anger...it also was my biggest change in this past year...i also defeated my horrible grades...even thought i didn't make it all the way up to summit, i did more than i had really expected. i felt that i had defeated all the issues in life now...but i still have more in the future that will get me...i feel like i have changed in so many ways...im way stronger in my head than i was before i left...and my courage is unbelievably high...but most of all is that i have respect for everyone now..